Another Intense Dream...

     I had this very intense dream last night. This was one of those dreams where I SWEAR  I was there, as if it were another life.  We were headed to this place...not sure where exactly but when we got there it was a big place, like the Tacoma Dome or something to that effect. There was some sort of event there that we were going to attend. As soon as we entered, something felt very wrong. It was quiet and there was no one there. I walked on and then there was red liquid on the concrete floor, more, then more. I looked down a hallway to discover bodies, which appeared to either be dead or passed out, everyone one of them had a pool of blood near them as well as blood covering their facea. Of course I became instantly O_O and scared. I walked on to finally find more people, alive but not looking well. Some looked weak, but most very sick. Somehow I had wandered away from the small group I was with but met them here. We all came to the consensus that everyone was sick, from something, what we didn't know, just that it was obviously very bad. People around us coughed violently, I could feel their pain and anguish. I remember thinking that I'd be ok, that I felt there was no way that I could catch this. I didn't know if this was assurance or denial.  Soon after though, I did start to feel bad. Very weak and had my own bouts of violent coughing. I tried to hide it from my group. I ended up coughing up blood, which really freaked me out. It was scary and I couldn't stop. My nose was bleeding and my head felt like it was gonna explode. One of my group discovered me against a wall and told the rest of our group. I tried to deny it and said that I would be ok. Then, unable to support myself anymore, I fell to the ground. I very quickly felt like I could not breath. It was as if something was literally filling up my lungs and drowning me. It was so intense and strong that I could feel in very strongly very real, (as I said, I swear I was there) I was choking, gasping for air. I remember choking out the words, "I feel like I'm going to explode" and at that point I saw this smoke all around  me and everywhere, surrounding the whole building. For a moment I could breath enough to smell that it was some sort of very strong gas. The pain was too much to bare. It hurt so bad and there was SO much pressure. I remember thinking, knowing that we had some sort of disease that was being "taken care of" wiped out, that someone was killing us all. I could feel my brain begin to shut down and my heartbeat barely there as the pressure took over my whole body. It felt so heavy and yet kind of light as I let myself go. I prayed and told Jesus I was ready and I knew it was time for me to go be with Him. The fear slipped away slowly, as if falling asleep, and this spark of hope and excitement juxtaposed within my dying, painful body. All was dark and I was gone.
     I don't exactly remember waking up. I just remember opening my eyes and feeling the air fill my lungs. I was alive....but how??!! I was in some sort of facility and I was wearing white. It was very bright in the room. I was laying on a table and my surroundings looked lab like, medical. I felt very disoriented, scared, relieved and disappointed. I got up and went in the hallway. The whole place was bright, white. The place was huge, almost like a large mall. I tried to find my way out or to find someone, although I had this strong feeling that anyone I came across would not be someone I wanted to meet. This feeling become stronger and I started to run to find a way out toward safety. At this point, I can't remember what happened in the dream. I just know that the urgency I felt was as intense as the pain mentioned earlier. Eventually I ended up in some sort of waiting room where they called my name, "Kimberly" and expected me to come back to meet with some Doctor....someone. I was scared and tried to hide somewhere but also was scared and wanted answers, someone to explain what had happened and what was going on. I finally saw these people wearing all white with surgical masks over their faces and caps over their heads. I met the eyes of a man who looked at me with urgent, intense curiosity. He called my name. I got scared and darted down a hallway. Somehow I lost him and the others looking for me. Again I don't remember the details that were next. Only that I became some sort of involuntary fugitive and they that they REALLY wanted to find me. I was eventually caught and it came to my knowledge that whatever virus I had contracted, that I was the only survivor from that building I was in. They wanted to experiment on me to see what made me survive the virus as well as the gassing. I was shocked because I surely felt that I was dying. Somehow I got away again or they let me go, I have no idea but I was out in the world that looked destroyed and desperate. People where everywhere on the street, looking lost and tired, and yet it looked like the world had been this way for quite a while, and that people were used to their surroundings. I was the only one confused as to how and what had happened. The rest of the dream I do not remember other than the fact that I was to still be used for testing to find out why I survived. I was very important to them and I knew I couldn't get away.
     This dream was SO VERY intense...I honestly thought it was real because I felt  the pain and the pressure of my dying body, my shutting down organs. I've never felt something quite that clearly in a dream.